Ella Grace

Baby Ella was born exactly one week ago today at 5:05pm!  It's been a pretty long but good week.  Both our moms came this week to help us out around the house and cook and buy us food so we didn't have to worry about it.  It's been pretty interesting having a baby around the house and it really will take some getting used to but honestly she has been such a good baby so far.  I'm hoping it stay this good.  She hasn't been too fussy yet and her sleeping at night has really been great.  She has been waking up once or twice a night for feedings and other than that she has slept.  Seriously I really cannot complain!  Here's some pictures of my little cutie patootie!

First last day

So today is my first day on maternity leave.  It is currently 6:30 am and I have been up since 5:10am.  Well before that really, but that's when my feet touched the floor.  I thought this might be my last day to sleep in for some time so I turned off my alarm clock but I'm not sure how to turn off the internal one.  I literally lost sleep last night thinking about all of the school stuff I didn't do yesterday and thought of the poor sub coming in and seeing no order whatsoever.  In actuality it wasn't that bad but I did have to rush out of there yesterday for a doctor's appt. so I couldn't take my time and make sure everything was done like I wanted it.  Plus I have already emailed a note to our secretary with notes for the sub that I neglected to leave yesterday.  I just couldn't get those last few things out of my head and so I got up, obsessed over the note a bit, finally sent it, then got on facebook for what was going to be just a few moments and here I am, an hour and a half later and still up. Another factor in my inability to get a good night's sleep was that I managed to catch a cold somehow.  Actually I know exactly how, I have had kids coughing all week, all around me, on me, one even coughed right in my face.  I remember thinking, as the air from the cough brushed across my face, I bet I get sick.  Not even  high doses of Germ-X, hand washing, and good ol' fashioned OJ drinking could fight the fight.  I'm really hoping it doesn't interfere with my inducement later today.  I really want that to go smoothly and, let's be honest, quickly. 

38 weeks

So, I am 38 weeks officially today!  I feel so large and uncomfortable.  I'm so tired and if I walk around too much my legs get tired.  Sitting is a chore and if I lay on the floor, good luck getting me back up.  I'm so ready for her to be here already!  I went to the doctor Wednesday and she checked to see how dilated I was.  I had really pumped myself up thinking she would say a big number, (big mistake...huge) in actuality I was only "maybe a fingertip".  Crap.  I was really disappointed which I know is dumb since I still have a good two weeks before my due date, but I couldn't help it.  She also didn't tell me when we could induce and they said they would call me with a date but never did.  I'm going to ask again when I go back this Wednesday and hopefully she won't say some crazy far off date.  I honestly don't know how far past the 6th I can wait.  I guess if I have to I have to but it would seriously suck.

I went to check out the daycare I'll be leaving her at yesterday.  It's run by my old principal and it is right across the street from my school so logistically it sounds like the most ideal place to keep her.  However, it is going to be so hard to do that.  I wish I could find a job I could do from home.  Suggestions anyone?  I can already tell that I'm not going to want to leave her anywhere and just thinking about it really depresses me.  The day care was fine, I mean I didn't feel like she would be in danger or be given no attention or something.  I know several of the people that work there; I even taught some of their kids so I know she will be in good, capable hands...but being with me would be better!

Then I go on the Babycenter.com board, which I really shouldn't even look at.  I have definitely developed a complex by reading some of those posts because they give you so much to worry about!  I didn't even know I needed to worry about this stuff and yet here I am, worrying about it.  Kick counts, short cord, eating something wrong, low amniotic fluid and really the list goes on and on.  I've tried to just do the best that I can and hope for the best.  There are also some just plain stupid questions on there.  You'd be surprised at how many posts begin with.."I think my water just broke....what do I do?"  Seriously? (turns out it she just had massive amounts of discharge; umm excuse me while I gag).  Or my favorite today was "Is it safe to make cupcakes or would that be considered too strenuous of an activity?"   What kind of cupcakes are you making?  They also ask things like "should I do jumping jacks to bring on labor?", "Is it okay to wear tight shirts?", "can I use a copier/computer/cell phone?"  I'm curious where these fears come from.  Now I'll admit, I have my fair share of "irrational" fears but these are in a league of their own.  They make me laugh sometimes though, which is always beneficial.

What's in a Name?

Since we have "officially" settled on a name we have gotten such a lackluster response!  We first thought the name Ella Grace and everyone LOVED it!  People would gush about what a beautiful, gorgeous name that was and how we should certainly not change it.  Well, we changed it.  We decided that Gabriella Grace was the name we would go with.  Now, when everyone asks what name we are thinking of and I tell them I get the reaction of raised eyebrows, pursed lips, a head nob, and a high pitched "hhmmm".  I can still call her Ella, or Gabby, or Bree or *struggles to type* Gigi (that's all Drew there).  But you get the picture, we'd have options and her name would sound super sophisticated.  Unless she marries someone named Smith or Jones or something.  And I know it only matters what we think of it but still, can a girl get a little enthusiasm please?

Moving on , today was an okay day.  I definitely did a "pregnant" thing.  When taking the kids to lunch I saw they were having nachos.  Well what's the harm in one quick look just too see how gross it looks, right.  Wrong.  It looked freakin' amazing!  I struggled with the idea of getting a school lunch for a whole...oh...15 seconds then decided I needed to get it.  Now I know what you are thinking.  I bet she got that big plate of school cafeteria food and hated it.  You'd be a loser if you took that bet.  I loved every bite of that "food" from the salty mexican rice, to the indescribable refried beans (seriously I really can't describe it) and the salty chips and canned nachos cheese.  It was delicious.  So, moral of the story, no more peeking at the cafeteria lunch food!

Feeling It

Last night was a horrible night of sleeping.  I woke up at 4:45am first and then again at 5:15.  Kudos to my internal alarm clock because 5:10am is when I normally get up but I kept waking up so uncomfortable.  My hips hurt so bad!  I know why they do but I cannot find a good position to sleep in that doesn't cause pain, except that night I slept on the couch but who wants to sleep on the couch every night?  Especially ours.  It's not particularly comfortable, or nice and smooth against your skin I always wake up with what looks like a skin disease because of the roughness of it, heck it's not even very stylish and I hate lugging pillows and blankets up and down the stairs.  What an inconvenience.  (Ha, that word reminds me of Wal-Mart because it is apparently the hardest word in the English language to spell!  :)  So, other than not sleeping well things are going pretty well.  I've received several comments from other moms saying that I needed to just get used to it because it doesn't stop once she's born and I know that's going to happen.  But, after she's born I will at least be able to sleep for a few hours at a time in a comfortable position.  It's going to be so nice!

Speaking of nice, this is my Baby Shower Weekend Extravaganza!  I have a shower today with some friends in town and tomorrow I have my family shower back home.  It should prove to be fun times.   And if I don't look like a massively overweight troll I may post some pictures of the events.  We will see.

work, a towing, a class - oh my!

Today started off pretty well.  Work went pretty smoothly, no one observed me, I got all my reading lesson done, and I found some good manipulatives for a student.  All in all a pretty productive day.  I had to leave "early" (3:10) in order to make a Dr. appointment so another teacher was going to take my bus riders to the bus.  No problem.  I head to the car and get ready to leave when the misfortune struck.  The car flat out refused to shift out of park.  Okay, let's try it again.  Still no go.  I call Drew, he gives some advice on ways to try and make it shift out of park but none of them worked.  I try some things I found in my owners manual that addressed the problem, however those didn't work.  I go inside and find one of our maintenance men fairly quickly (stroke of good luck) and ask him to take a look at it.  He tries to no avail to get the dumb thing to shift our of park....do you sense a pattern?  That didn't work.  I called the dealership where I got this car 1 year and 2 weeks ago.  It's still under warranty so they give me the number for Chrysler roadside assistance.  I call and they need to send me a wrecker to tow the POC.  Okay, the closest one is 30 minutes away.  Unfortunately it is already 3:45 by this point and I'm still a good 30 minutes away from the doctor's office so I suck it up and call to reschedule.  They have a 3:30 appt. for tomorrow so I told them I would call them back when I knew if I would at least have a vehicle tomorrow.  Well after discussing it with Drew he said I could take his truck to work and then go the doctor's office straight from school.  I call the office back (20 minutes have elapsed) and the appt. it already taken!  Seriously!?  They cannot squeeze me in at all in the afternoon for the rest of the week so I had to reschedule for next week.  Fortunately I still get to pay for the appt. today though.  :)

Okay, so you're thinking the story is almost over.  Not quite.  The wrecker gets there and it turns out he cannot tow my car because I'm parked up against a sidewalk, my car is front wheel drive, and we cannot get it into neutral to move it.  He needs an entirely different truck.  So he has to go back to town 30 minutes away to get a new truck and come back.  Then he has to drive the car 30 minutes the opposite way to where I live to dump it at the dealership.  Drew comes to pick me up and we swing by the dealership to give them the 411 on what's going down and to ask about the possibility of getting a rental car.  While there he looks up the part that will be needed to fix the car (this is apparently a common problem with this type of car).  Depending on the severity of the problem it could take 1 or possibly 2 parts to fix it.  One part they have no problem so if that is the culprit then they can fix it and it will be ready tomorrow no problem.  However, if it is the 2 part fix the second part is on back order.  Not good.  No telling when that would get fixed.

Still trying to remain positive.  I'm hoping that only the one part is broken, the one part they have.  The rental place is closed, not that it would have mattered since earlier today they had no cars available, plus the warranty would not cover that cost so that would be entirely out of my pocket.  No thank you...at least not year.

Still not ready to go home though.  It's now 5:30 and we have a Newborn Infant Care class scheduled from 6-9pm.  We hightail it (okay not really, we took our time) to the location of the class only we are both starving and the only thing close is Burger King.  More bad luck.  We have it our way and grab some dinner from a very impatient and agitated worker and head to class.  It is super long, even if we did get out at 8:30, but at least had a bit of good information.  Still not a great class and I let them know how they could improve it in their survey, which might have been a bad idea considering I was exhausted, hungry, had to pee (again), and irritated to no end about my car and having to miss my dr. appt.  

Whew.

So what.a.day.  I'm actually in bed typing so that when I shut this computer off I can immediately go to sleep.  I'm half tempted to not even spell check this crap.

ugh!   But I will...   Goodnight.

Parenting Classes

We completed our first pregnancy class Saturday and have our second one scheduled tomorrow.  I hate to say the Saturday class was a waste of time because our "teacher" was a really nice person who knew a lot, but really it was a waste of time.  The teacher is a Labor and Delivery nurse at the hospital we will be delivering at and she really was informative, the only problem was that I knew most of the information already.  We did get to lay on the floor and practice breathing and we got to take a tour of the Labor and Delivery wing of the hospital which was definitely cool.  It's freshly remodeled and much bigger (not that I can compare) and it was really nice.  It was also unsettling quiet but whatever.  Anyway, those were the only "perks".  The videos we watched were pretty outdated, I'm talking VHS tapes for goodness sake!  The breathing was informative but I can't remember any of it already and we agree that the burger for lunch was the highlight of the day.  So, after all of that on Saturday (oh and did I mention this class lasted from 8:45-4:30!) we have our next class tomorrow from 6-9.  I really hope it is more informative than the last one and that it goes by a lot quicker.  I also hope that I don't want to fall asleep during this one.

But, one can only hope I guess.

Excited and ashamed...

because I totally just ordered a Pizza Hut pizza.  I haven't ordered a pizza in forever and man have I been wanting a pepperoni pizza hut pizza.  I feel a bit guilty giving in to such a craving and spending the money.  I did save a few bucks by opting for the carryout instead of delivery method but still I feel bad.  I've been trying to be more frugal and healthy but when you run out of food at the house (or food that I want) it's just so hard to stay on track!  And speaking of food, I can't wait to make a turkey sandwich on white bread once I'm not pregnant anymore.  That sounds sooooo delicious!!!

I am officially in the 31st week now!  Whoo hoo!  I've been feeling pretty good, with the exception of some major hip pain every morning.  I finally googled it to see if others have had that same problem because no one is talking about it that's for sure.  I had to make sure I was going through something normal.  Anyway, I did find some info about hip pain in pregnancy and apparently it is common.  It said to try sleeping in an elevated position and suggested a body pillow.  Well, I have a body pillow and it works somewhat but it really doesn't alleviate the pain.  Sometimes I feel like I need a chiropractor just to get out of bed in the morning.  I know it's only going to get worse and I also saw this coming, you ALWAYS hear about how hard it is for women to get to sleep once they get further along in the pregnancy.  I just didn't think it would happen to me.  I've been really lucky so far in avoiding some of the more..uh, gross and horrible parts of pregnancy.  However, once that sentence in published my luck will take a turn and I will probably be one of those women who develop morning sickness, hemorrhoids, and constipation all in the third trimester.  Let's hope not though, shall we.  *fingers crossed*

Long, hot day, or was it just me?

I am sitting here fighting the urge to go to bed before 9:00pm but at the same time I'm completely exhausted after my first day back at work.  I didn't even have kids yet but all these meetings and sitting in a hot building really took a toll on me today.  I didn't even get out of there until 6:30!  It was crazy, and I'm still not ready for our open house on Thursday.  Ugh!  I was waddling around, tired, fanning myself constantly, unable to sit still for too long in one position, needing water, and seriously irritated at myself for choosing such a hot outfit all day and no lie, I got more compliments than I even have!  Everyone kept telling me how great I looked and that I'm "just glowing!".  Really?  I mean I was sweating profusely so I'm sure I did "glow" but I felt disgusting!  I know I'm my own worst critic so I'm trying to just accept the nice words and move on.  I've got another long day tomorrow and I have to travel twice as far and leave early again so I might stop fighting the urge and hit they hay after all....

Shower Sunday

Today I had a pretty good day.  I had my first baby shower today!!!  It was pretty exciting because, hey, you only have your first baby shower once, right!  It was really nice and I had a great time.  Everyone seemed to be excited to be there and acted like they had a good time.  We received a LOT of really cute things and some great things that we really wanted.  I really enjoyed playing the baby shower games.  We had to unscramble baby related words (which I won because I totally LOVE playing Jumble in the paper so I might have had an unfair advantage), and we tested baby food to see who could correctly identify the most.  Let's just say my baby will NOT be eating jarred chicken.  It spelled like dog food and I have no idea what it tasted like because I couldn't even think about bringing myself to actually put it into my mouth.  *yuck*.